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LiL-Lolah

Bite your tongue, stay strong...
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Holiday Card Project 2012 by Heidi, journal

  • Apr 26
  • Canada
  • Deviant for 13 years
  • She / Her
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Super Albino Llama: Llamas are awesome! (256)
My Bio
Heyo! ;D
So... I got my name from my kitty, Lolah, who was once upon a time, a loving kitten, and is now a total b!tch.... lol
I LOVE Anime, drawing, singing, junkfood, and board games.
My sister is :iconchained-babe: and mah bestie is :iconangel46322:

I have hazel eyes, long brown hair, and paleish skin ;P
My only fersonas (for now) Are Amayah, and Laria~
Some of my closest friends are: Flame, Echo, Riaka, Frostflight, Angel, Rin, Firestar, Grapepopsicle, Icyiblu, Scarlet, Ebonyembers, and Brokenfeather~

I hope you like my art, and If you watch me, I watch you, If you give me a llama I return the favor~ I also take requests (one or two for each person) and I do commisions for cheap! Most expensive commision is about 13 points. :)

Thanks for reading meh! :la: Bai!!! X3

Current Residence: canada
Favourite genre of music: ALL music XD
Favourite cartoon character: idk anymore lol


MY DA BUDDIESSSS

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Favourite Movies
Titanic
Favourite TV Shows
dont watch much TV anymore
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
taylor swift
Favourite Books
to many to count XD
Favourite Writers
I've got a few
Favourite Games
Skyrim, Mw3,
Other Interests
singing, drawing, paining, lots of other things :3
Today I found out some devastating news.. An old friend of mine that I had lost contact with twice in the past due to them having bullying and harassment issues was murdered about a year ago... I used to be close with their family, but because of how long our absence was, they couldn't fully recall who I was. Brian was an outstanding friend of mine. And I never thought I'd have to face another online friends death...  I was wrong. We had been friends sense I was about 12. We were tight and formed a strong bond by 13. At 14, he'd already had to make multiple new accounts to try and flee from bullying and harassment. He eventually left and
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I just don't know anymore guys.. I'm lost. I'm genuinely lost and I feel hopeless. My depression is tearing me apart and I have zero faith in myself anymore... A few people think I have clinical depression and need to get on pills stat, but I don't want to. I always said I never would because they can fuck everything up... I don't want it to get worse. It can't. After all the shit that happened with my ex I've been on a constant downward spiral. I'm genuinely convinced he might try to hunt me down and kill me one day. Stupid shit sets me off. I don't enjoy anything anymore. Not art, or games, or anything.. Talking to people is
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Sup nerds, if you've the time, check out my latest youtube video! If you're a horror lover like me, you'll like this :3
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Happy Birthday!!!
Thank you my friend
Of course! Anytime <3
hey my dude heres an early happy birthday!! i hope ur doing ok
Thanks ;w;  <3
May the Llama be with you!
Happy Birthday!!