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IM NOT GOING TO WASTE YOU TIME SO HERE ARE THIS JOURNALS TOPICS V V V V
- Commissions/requests I owe
- My Forgotten Fires comic and relating topic
- DOW rp group topic
- other shit
OKAY FIRST OFF; commissions. I know who I owe them to. they will get done. I'm having crazy issues at home and especially school because I got stuck in a stupid dance class that I NEED the credits for so that requires unrealistic amount of practice because I'm a pigeon bitched clutz as many of you know. PLUS I WAS A F*CK TARD AND SIGNED UP FOR THE HARDCORE ACADEMIC CLASSES THINKING THEY WERE THE NOT SO SMART PEOPLE CLASSES AND NOW I'M STUCK THERE. SO MORE STRESS N PRACTICE. JOY.
I've had no motivation to try and continue my Forgotten Fires original comic... I've been slacking way too much, and the people who probably followed along with it have probably forgotten about the comic all together. I just felt it wasn't that creative or exciting, and the plot wasn't thoroughly planned out. So what I'm wondering is, would you want me to try and continue with Forgotten Fires, or start a new comic series. (Yes, I already have a plot, characters etc planned out)
Also: This probably doesn't concern most of you, but I may be late with a few RP replies due to school n crap... FORGIVE ME.
SCHOOL SUCKS ASS ALTOGETHER AMIRIGHT?
Aaaaaaand I've had no motivation to do anything lately.
WELCOME TO THE RANT PART OF THIS JOURNAL.
I advise many leave. xD
Family sucks. I'm constantly the bad guy and somehow I've earned the name of a spoiled daughter who isn't grateful for anything...
I know what I have and am very grateful for everything that I own and share with my family. But I'm down right sick and tired of being treated like a six year old. Being told I need to do these things or this and this and this will happen. I need to see things this way; not this way.
People can't control lives, and it pisses me off when they try to. I do what I want because I found a passion or enjoyment in it. Be happy I'm doing things like drawing and singing and not smoking crack. Like, shit. Learn things for fuck sakes.
Anyways... My 16th birthday is coming up... And I've been thinking about a lot of things lately...
I've found a spot in one of my home towns that I'm able to move in...
And I've been considering it.
Yet I realize I've been left with the problem that if I leave, I'm never going to be accepted back into my family again. Quite honestly, I'm okay with that... I just can't handle another 'mother dearest' episode... So yeah. I just don't really know how I'm going to go about this. Not only am I moving from a city back into a town, I'm moving provinces. (States basically for ya'll in the USA and such). I'm going to need a lot of things though. For one, I'll need my birth certificate, and passport along with other shit... I still don't have my SIN card, and my mom is putting it off because I think she realizes what I'm doing...
I just don't know what to do anymore. Things are getting crazy, and it's only getting started.... I guess I'll just have to give things time.
Wish me luck my lovelies. And thank you to those who have read this far. Maybe offer advice? Lord knows I need it...