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Once again it seems I can't have a peaceful conversation with my mother. 
I'm planning on going to visit my boyfriend, and my friend and her mother offered me a ride because they were heading up in the direction anyways, and I told my mother, and she freaked out at me. 
She told me not to involve others. 
What the fuck does that mean? 
I simply told Aurora that I was planning a trip and only needed a little more money, and she said, "Hey, We can probably give you a ride." 
As of right now, my fucking trip might be cancelled. 
I'm just kinda fucking done. 
Get your shit together, jesus fucking christ.
So... I've been scared to eat meat, but in particular, this burger my dad got me for dinner. I ate some of it, mostly the outside edges, but it was still pink in the middle. Keep in mind this was beef, and there may have bee garlic, flash cooked, etc... but even before I ate it, I started having a bit of anxiety. I dunno if it was just that it's cold and stuff too, but im kinda freakin' for unknown reasons... 
no I dont feel sick, but I only had the burger an hour or so ago. (and fries) 
But For some reason, I got crazy anxiety... and I'm tryna figure out if I should just calm the fuck down, or if maybe it means something?
Don't get me wrong, I get anxiety at random, but it's pretty damn rare unless I'm under stress or im reaaally concentrating. 
....Maybe I'm getting too into the last of us game playthrough... I dunno... It could be anything thinking about it now...
But is there some advice?  
ANY advice? 
I'm sipping on water etc to try and calm me. I'm burping, (weird I know, but it helps me feel better. Tummy wise at least) and yeah... 
I think I might just lay down, and if I start to feel really sick randomly, I might go get a trip to le doctor or somthin' 
... ._. I'm a sad. Sad soul.
But I love you all
wish me luck
and im sorry if im being overdramatic, but I'm scared of being poisoned and scared of puking and... imma shut up... 
buh bai ;u;
Someone end it, 
Because I don't have the courage.
Put the barrel to my head,
End my hate, sorrow, and discourage. 

Maybe when it's done, you'll finally see..
Behind all the broken promises and constant lies,
All the tears I've shed and pain I fought,
Maybe then you'd understand why I'd want to die. 

But you don't care....
do you?
No... not once a single day.
If you did, you'd finally look at yourself and realize,
"Dear Lord, when did it get this way?"

I'm sorry but if i'm gone tomorrow don't cry.
It was only my strength that became the problem... 
Because I'd never want you to feel the pain...
Never. Even on the day the pain would end, and I'd finally die.
-------------------------------------------------------------
Someone help me... I'm not as strong as I once was... I'm broken, and if I'm gone, maybe life would be a bit more at ease for those around me. I'm so tired. God knows i've tried... I honestly never thought I'd want to say goodbye... 
Forgive me for what I've done.. i'm sorry

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LiL-Lolah
Jordyn
Canada
Heyo! ;D
So... I got my name from my kitty, Lolah, who was once upon a time, a loving kitten, and is now a total b!tch.... lol
I LOVE Anime, drawing, singing, junkfood, and board games.
My sister is :iconchained-babe: and mah bestie is :iconangel46322:

I have hazel eyes, long brown hair, and paleish skin ;P
My only fersonas (for now) Are Amayah, and Laria~
Some of my closest friends are: Flame, Echo, Riaka, Frostflight, Angel, Rin, Firestar, Grapepopsicle, Icyiblu, Scarlet, Ebonyembers, and Brokenfeather~

I hope you like my art, and If you watch me, I watch you, If you give me a llama I return the favor~ I also take requests (one or two for each person) and I do commisions for cheap! Most expensive commision is about 13 points. :)

Thanks for reading meh! :la: Bai!!! X3

Current Residence: canada
Favourite genre of music: ALL music XD
Favourite cartoon character: idk anymore lol


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Once again it seems I can't have a peaceful conversation with my mother. 
I'm planning on going to visit my boyfriend, and my friend and her mother offered me a ride because they were heading up in the direction anyways, and I told my mother, and she freaked out at me. 
She told me not to involve others. 
What the fuck does that mean? 
I simply told Aurora that I was planning a trip and only needed a little more money, and she said, "Hey, We can probably give you a ride." 
As of right now, my fucking trip might be cancelled. 
I'm just kinda fucking done. 
Get your shit together, jesus fucking christ.

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Zoba22 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
HI!!!! Thanks you very much for the fave of my comic, Simbol!!!! Simbol Icon  I really appreciate very much!
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LiL-Lolah Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014
no problem! :) 
It's a lovely comic! can't wait to see more :3
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AudreyWarner Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014
thanks for fave!!! Hug 
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LiL-Lolah Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014
no problem! :)
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Sweet-Palette Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014
Thanks you for fav <33
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LiL-Lolah Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014
np
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Nyaasu Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey! I don't mean to bug ya but I noticed that you favorited this piece of artwork:
jerolyn184.deviantart.com/art/…

...which was actually drawn by me! This user re-posted it without my permission. If you'd like to favorite the original (I'd be super happy if you did!), you can find it here:
My Little 'Pona by Nyaasu

Thank you very much! And I'm sorry to bother you!
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sabertoothliger Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the fave Nod 
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LiL-Lolah Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014
no problem my friend.
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